25lines, redux

…our destinies are intertwined.

Grand Manan Island.

like an anthem for a new nation under a fire of glory exploding into colors of red and blue and similar hues an angel of darkness finds an angel of white the drums of war sound to carry us home strike strike strike the sound echoes inside reflective, reflexive kick kick kick tomorrow brings a [...]

I think i tell lawgiver this phrase on a daily basis. (12:44:50 PM) lawgiver: hahaha(12:44:58 PM) lawgiver: you should write a teen soap opera(12:45:02 PM) lawgiver: i bet it would be the next oc(12:45:03 PM) me: DUDE(12:45:06 PM) me: i’d write it if you’d help me(12:45:09 PM) lawgiver: ok!(12:45:15 PM) me: that actually sounds like [...]

trip to boston re-asserted, re-re-re-re-asserted maybe that i gotta stick to it. gotta stick it to it. stick with it. one by one, oh how they fall. on reflection, it was poor judgement on my part to trust college friends about their ambition. after all, every pre-frosh goes to college with dreams of triple majors. [...]

it is time. on the erg every day, suffering the shame of self comparison between what i am today, and what i once was. junior iap, redux. but really, i won’t believe myself on this one until a month from now. egg me on.

been a nike fanboy ever since i was a wee one. but that’s not what this is about. don’t think about it… …do it. don’t walk about it… …do it. don’t write about it… …do it. dreamoperator’s last visit kickstarted the self on this, but lately i’ve been thinking… it’s time to take it up [...]

or rather, design my self. i was talking with the lawgiver and decided on a whim to cut my infostream. for a time anyway. after being disconnected for a few days, i realized that i really didn’t want to go catch up with 400+ source nodes. in another time i couldn’t imagine skipping over anything, [...]

this song’s been with me, a part of me, for 10 years now. i scream ice cream i scream so much you know what i mean this electric stream and my tears in a league with wires and energy and my machine this is my beautiful dream i’m a hurtin no one hurtin no one [...]

…and i’m trying to figure out why i’m not supposed to be in chicago today. [EDIT] – turns out I got there fine, but for a good 3 hours less than planned. just long enough to know I don’t miss the city like I miss others. but seeing the old place brought back a flood [...]

Cancelled appointments with understated disappointments washed away with the feeling of “right”-ness, as things play out the way they should, as everything unfolds in a repeating pattern, predictable and unassuming. Old friends call out betrayal, replace the bail, and catch up for hours instead of fuming. Glad the days turned out as they did. The [...]

Why aren’t there pods in airports… 30 bucks an hour for a mini twin bed space, enclosed and soundproof. Oh well.