Archive for November, 2007

to be constrained, to be open

Thursday, November 29th, 2007

captured. let go. unknown. known. contained. poured out. unspoken. said. restrained. touched. hidden. revealed. enrobed. in the nude. mopped. spilled. black. white. darkcloud. blusky. lately, i’ve been reading a lot more. thinking a lot more. writing a lot more. understanding, grasping, and yes, even designing. bit by bit, my life is beginning to transform. you [...]

start modern tunes

Wednesday, November 28th, 2007

for young listeners be proud be proud it’s been a while, but guess who’s back.

grand battle

Tuesday, November 27th, 2007

i dunno nothin, but i think i’m an electric samurai in a race against time. draw your weapon.

blechhhhhh

Sunday, November 25th, 2007

only when sick do i appreciate the complex defenses of my wetware. sometimes i would that i were silicon. though bio matter has it’s benefits.

you bring light in

Wednesday, November 21st, 2007

to a dark place walking in light glowing walking in light …and i thank you for that. more than you (or anyone) will ever know.

mens et manus

Wednesday, November 21st, 2007

been a while since i remembered these words i think, it’s time to relive them again. for the glory.

plots within plots

Wednesday, November 14th, 2007

but the saga is far from over.

humbled.

Monday, November 12th, 2007

i was going to talk about a few things – but mainly: i met a friend of a friend this weekend. he lost his legs when he was 5. wow. just. wow. can’t even picture what that can be like. but hearing about him (and then meeting him) was like being sucker punched by a [...]

identity

Friday, November 9th, 2007

trying to consolidate myself: past, present and future perfect selves. the same shit over and over and over. like a time loop. looping all loopylike. like the freshness has been exhausted. playing the same cliches again and again. the snippets of reality that i stole to compose myself finally crumbling from all the wear of [...]

actually, i have been writing

Wednesday, November 7th, 2007

a LOT. but it’s been kept private. I’m toying with the idea of putting my thoughts online – i dump them into this program called VoodooPad (I used to use OneNote, for intarwebz who care) – and it lets me dump my thoughts like a wiki. Part of me wants to upload them… minus the [...]

back on the grid

Tuesday, November 6th, 2007

still don’t think i’m gonna post much… but at least one milestone is up. time to think about the next 4 months. coltrane’s playing in the background, and yeah, i think it’s gonna be THAT kinda 4 months. smooth.