Archive for April, 2007

pearl’s girl

Monday, April 30th, 2007

you’ve got a velvet mouth, you’re so succulent and beautiful how we know each other is a bit odd. we talk, we look, we touch. and all of these things are on the surface. but how do we truly know? in our own ways, we (whether we like it or not) measure each other, hold [...]

slow……

Friday, April 27th, 2007

i went for a walk today after work. decided to take some time to reflect on last night a bit more. the world seemed to breathe a sigh of relief at the decision to inhale from the outdoors. i love to stare at the trees as i walk by, how green they seem. last night’s [...]

i am

Tuesday, April 24th, 2007

like a satellite – executing a burn to broadcast my waves beyond you like a rhodes – my sails are drawn tighter against and into the wind like a viper – tilt and yaw preparing for jump of precision power like a red car – leaving the past in my dust like a tower – [...]

lucky or smart?

Saturday, April 21st, 2007

if you’re never at the right place at the right time, you’re always gonna be stuck in the middle of fucking nowhere.

sucked dry

Friday, April 20th, 2007

i think i’ve been milked clean as of late. much has suffered. health. our interactions. my inspiration, excitement, and spirituality. so i’m gonna audit myself – slash and burn what’s using up my time, take things up a notch elsewhere. at least that’s what i’m gonna tell you i’m gonna do, while i really go [...]

blogging from work, just doin my job

Wednesday, April 18th, 2007

Testing out the new wares… Brief notes: I love the rain. I love how when you take off, as soon as you breach the cloud cover, it becomes a cloud carpet. In the past week I have been called insane or crazy no less than 5 times, by different people. Not a single one has [...]

seek and destroy

Wednesday, April 18th, 2007

i seek out in the world: * truth: knowable clarity. difficult to ascertain. * purity: natural, manifesting itself. increasingly rarely found within, as we’re all too open to test impurities abound. in my world, i destroy: *grin* actually, these might be better kept secret. in the r— tradition of post-processing, i’ve done post-processing some of [...]

in silence

Sunday, April 15th, 2007

i have much to tell you but nothing to say.

moments of clarity

Saturday, April 14th, 2007

the brain is capable of drawing connections. very much so. the problem seems to be in what it’s presented with. i think it’s possible to distill, compress, and take in your life’s experiences in different segments. and in fact, doing this very thing helps bring about realizations that might not have otherwise occurred. i’m in [...]

the brain is unfairly biased

Wednesday, April 11th, 2007

towards the present and recent past. who knows what a mind might find if only it could have found all that’s in a mind.

few words.

Tuesday, April 10th, 2007

not much really to say. thinking about death and actually dying are worlds apart. i want you to find happiness.

the empty night lot

Monday, April 2nd, 2007

i could say many things about the night. i will say a few: * my office room has decided that it does not want to illuminate my workspace. The consequence of which is that I fully expect someone to sneak into my office behind me and strangle me at any time with a cat5 lan [...]

i admit there are some ppl who live in my head

Monday, April 2nd, 2007

but not EVERYONE (i hope…) from a while back: [15:21] me: wtf [15:21] me: why does everyone think [15:21] me: i make up people [15:21] kd: cuz you make up so much other stuff [15:22] me: what are you talking about [15:22] kd: nothing [15:22] me: what the hell [15:22] kd: hahah [15:22] kd: j/k [...]