25lines, redux

chiptunes cd in the player, Club fulled out to the max. Neil Voss’s “End If” starts us off. D starts singing along with make pretend believe words, over shadowing vocoded voice. simple brilliant lyrical magic “greens like that mean that we go” “summer means no more snow” fucking hilarious and gentle awesome. round out the [...]

sometime in the next few days – i’m gonna go back and look at time slices in my history and look at how i expected the friendships of those times to grow and change. and of course, we can know how it all turned out to date. exhibit A – our first REAL hangout – [...]

world events make me bloody angry. no remorse.

the most remarkable, wonderful, and pleasant experience i have on a daily basis is the realization that history is coming into existence… exactly as it should. there is a certain beauty that you can appreciate if you only understand that everything in the world is exactly where it should be. that the set up is [...]

because i write for myself before i write for you. —– last few nights are like living in the shadow of emptiness at peace yet feeling the chaotik emptiness that is possibility. the possibility space that the self chooses to explore swings deftly inward, and further inward ever shifting, finding its direction in the motion [...]

some geese got on top of the roof. they look at everyone who walks by (or at least me, when i walk by). they… make their noise. telling me who’s boss. they better shut up before bedtime. i’m out walking because it’s freaking warm here. not warm like you have it down in the south, [...]

gotta see the state you want to become.

i think inanimate objects understand me better than others do. i think abstract colors understand me better than i understand myself.

just to set the tone for the post – the local safeway happens to carry jarritos. hecho en mexico, tutifruti jarritos have gotten me through a lot. that and the other traditional beverage of choice at anna’s – the lemonade. but in this case, tonight i write with jarritos in my system. the week has [...]

i find myself with news of people – unfulfilled dreams and ambitions. perhaps lingering disappointment. dealing with rejection. and of course, as we live in reality – such things are not unexpected. what is unexpected to myself – and perhaps to those of you who know me best… is that i take no joy from [...]

is about perspective. you have to ask yourself the right questions if you want to set yourself up for the right answers. in the end – you know what you know, and beyond that – it’s anyone’s guess. maybe – just maybe – at some point i can stop… crunching the numbers… analyzing… computing even. [...]

i want to finish reading “design yourself” so that i can dive into maeda’s “laws of simplicity” in a somewhat related note – i’m extremely happy to see he’s got full-text feeds on his blog now (feed: http://weblogs.media.mit.edu/SIMPLICITY/index.xml ) (blog: http://weblogs.media.mit.edu/SIMPLICITY/ ) I e-mailed him about that… a couple years ago? a while ago – [...]