25lines, redux

medicine has not been created to allow me to be cold / flu free. bio, pre-med are to blame alike. a biodome has not been created that allows me to walk through downtown chicago without converting energy into heat in such profuse amounts that my state of matter is half solid half liquid, such that [...]

would you bite?

is the song of the moment http://www.blocparty.net/mp3.html a heart of stone a smokin gun i can give you life i can take it away a heart of stone a smokin gun i’m workin it out i’m why’d you feel… so underrated why’d you feel… so negated ha ha turnin away from the light becomin adult [...]

some i don’t seek approval of, and it’s true, i don’t really care there are others whose approval i value on the surface, but not really deeper. but i can’t say that abrasions don’t hurt, especially when i’m being genuine. and even in the same room, i don’t need approval, but that doesn’t mean i [...]

look at you run i run after you my gazelle, i follow across endless dunes under endarkened cloak i follow the trail of pearly sweat marking the scent of my paths i tear across the sands with my hidden desert power under my secret midnight sun i sprint across fire, water and light ignoring everything [...]

net.hypeless.icarus.sentry net.hypeless.daedalus.search net.hypeless.hosaka.monitor net.hypeless.helios.oversight net.hypeless.glitch.daemon net.hypeless.eschaton.inspect net.hypeless.wintermute.investigate net.hypeless.iqra a horse a horse my kindgom for a horse

and the soundtrack on loop is Thievery Corporation – Indra from the album “Mirror Conspiracy”

so we had tickets to go see collective soul. so we thought. but there was an opening act. the ticket said show would start 7.30 i was familiar with this “opening act”, per kings of leon (you could not pay me to listen to their music ever again) before u2. so i figured ok, opening [...]

late nights – pulling allnighters – drinking coffee – on the phone for hours – talking, in person – on the turf – looking at the stars – sitting in the rain – at the midnight club those are all gone now. new ones will come.

do you look in the mirror and see what i see? i know you wouldn’t, even if you could cause your eyes are different, dark and wild lush furry mossy and damp teeming to the brim they light me up with their own brilliance you looked at me once like that and i’ll not forget [...]

there is a fundamental law to money that my friends don’t (or not even my family… hmmm) understand. if you want more money, you have to give it away. the more you give away, the more you’ll get. you can chalk up market economy theory, tips, small change provide liquidity to lower markets from higher [...]

2.0 beta. In what ways do we exist? 1. Image of Self as presented to others. 2. Self Image as we know ourselves. 3. Morals / Values / Judgement / Attitudes, not only what we would do, but what we might like to do, but never would. 4. Our chemical state. Reductionist – coffee, sugar, [...]

in what ways do we exist? what exactly comprises us as individuals, or even just people. i’ve been trying to nail down brand identity. i think we sometimes are able to define ourselves thru brands alone. haha, yeah right – that’s what the corps want me to say. and maybe even i want to say, [...]

riding out on freeways watching mountains go by with a red irritate in my head, but i listen on to my beats they keep me going so i can think my thoughts free of constraints posed on me in my current space i drive on in the back seat of life here and now and [...]

it’s really annoying when your mom keeps bugging you to go to bed when she’s half asleep. oh, and it’s 11 pm local time.

ginormous bn in flagstaff. with huge magazine racks. filled with stuff definitely not aimed at consumers that fit my Consumer Stereotype Profile. No Economist. No Business 2.0. To their credit, they did have Wired. But there was a huge shelf dedicated to powertools and other masculine implements, and similarly for feminine ones as well. the [...]

experiences like today make me think hard about causality and persistence. i had a long discussion with parents. refreshing. discussion is a mild term. argument is also not quite the word. i spoke my mind and the parents didn’t necessarily like. but in the argument, i told them that i can see things they can’t [...]

I HATE TELEVISION IT PISSES ME OFF it’s on in the background and my dad just won’t shut it off and it’s really making me angry it’s just trash, and noise and rots my brain, and i can’t stop processing the words they speak. even though they speak crap. damnit.

apparently people search what is fun on search engines and find me. that’s cool. let me tell you what fun is. first, what’s not fun. not fun is being bored, detached, and purposeless. you go through your day, work your work, share some laughs with people, and then that’s it. maybe you go to happy [...]

maybe i will start publishing a daily photo from my collection. school heavy for sure, we’ll see. my acct on flickr is brainyark. if you actually want to look at pics however, you need an account and to add me so i can make you my friend. not for popularity, but for security.