25lines, redux

there’s this zone – a state of mind where there are no burdens, no pain, no pressure. there is some tension built up behind the eyes, not pain, just pressure. it’s either a sense of totally just not caring anymore – being completely detached. or it’s just letting go of all the fear. free fall [...]

should work now.

when they don’t realize that they’re being served a favor, and so they’re not really in a position to negotiate or dictate terms. in the end, maybe we think that others care more than they do – because we’re just plain naive, or maybe because we want to think that they do. everyone is very [...]

because that that will make it much easier to grip it in my iron fist.

after the last few weeks, which were quite eventful, these days are pretty slack. i guess that after having suffered through various trauma, now i’m just more chill. there’s less to dump on the world, because my head is becoming more full of air. in a good way. it’s less maybe about being okay with [...]

I am the lightning, i am the heat I am the rain, rain oh, rain oh, rain (reign) all day I am the rain I’m gonna reign this way again I am the rain I am the spy Before the blade I am the raindrop out at sea I cause The ripples that become the [...]

…just look out for yourself… It’s amazing how many people just look out for themselves. In all facets of life. From major issues, down to panicking, down to minor things, down to giving up seats on the bus, down to dollar donations. and it’s blatantly obvious to everyone but themselves. except maybe sometimes, when the [...]

tomato is cool I’ve gone over this idea with some people. But maybe not everyone. So let me write it up, it’s not even new. Tomato is an organization. By organization I mean a group of buddies who all like each other and like to do cool things. My favourite music group is Underworld (discover [...]

…comes… …from within… what a great coca cola ad. ads are interesting because some design studio sat down and opened up a can of awesome, and packaged it into 30 seconds. it’s like the ultimate short film. with the ultimate soundtrack. if done correctly. actually, let me write about tomato.

So I’m done. Sort of. I’m still going to do work for my thesis advisor. And we need to do a project, but that shouldn’t be too bad. Should be fun. But the anxiety kills. You know? It’s like everything in my path is gone, out of the way – but I’m worried about this [...]

Faith is taking the first step even when you don’t see the whole staircase. – Martin Luther King Jr. I’m obsessed with trying to see the future. But of course, I can’t. I don’t know how to let go of trying to see the future, and at the same time, being content with letting things [...]

final boss tomorrow. round 2. fight.

when i can, i want to have a meditation room. i will fill it with sound – chords and tones harmonically linked. major chords and sweet sweet melody. and i will fill it with haze, white light. i don’t know how to do this, i don’t want smoke. i want the room to feel infinite. [...]

(and care about it) I just found out that my suitemate is leaving Monday. And not coming back for Commencement. And it made me think about the fact that there are a large number of people here that we’ve interacted with at some point over the last few years. And will in great likelihood not [...]

I should be stressing about not failing / completing this last final. but all i can think of is you. you’ll be gone. in just a few days you’ll be gone, and how will things be then? i know what i can do, i know the extent of what’s available to me. i know the [...]

today has been an interesting day. lots of discussion. lots of thoughts. what’s the deal with our culture clash? border conflicts, separation, distancing ourselves from one another. It’s like we look at the map too often, and not the region-free globe. we’re so retarded. diversity is good, but eventually we’ll all merge. I think maybe [...]

is now. Previous Entries link on the mainpage is fubar’d… gah.

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will [...]

the best answer to why do you like your wife, or like why do you love your wife they’re just like what do you mean? what a stupid fucking question. it’s like asking why do i like cauliflower? the shit tastes good, i just do. joooony made a video: “what is love” it is here: [...]

Bring it on At first I didn’t have the will to carry on Illusions in my mind Like that picture when you feel you can’t go on Like you’ve been left behind Life goes on, now Take me to that funky place where you and I were born. Carry on, now Psychedlic tendencies of love [...]